Sunday, November 28, 2010

15 YRS OLD

Committed arm robbery

In this Asian novelty shop

It was November 11, 1977 9pm on the dot.

Sunset Park would not be right

Leaves on tress and petals on flowers frozen

The grass crunched beneath my feet

A coldness that permeates the depth of souls

Touches the very marrow of the bone

Hollow damp I walked on

41st 9th Ave

Within a few minutes, the playful, frisky wind

Turned me into a snarling beast hurling gunshots of pain

Coat, hat and gloves seemed so warm once I left home

Gave no resistance to the soaring, roaring beast that’s looking to kill me

Numbing feet slipped and slide on treacherous streets

Gunshots mounting a sidewalk attack

Ravages have been relentless and 9th Ave has been battered

This tornado traveled down this chilly night

Hearing a loud crack like a bull whip

As I ran it felt like red hot coal fire

I’ve been shot

Burnt flesh no phantom pain

Did not hit spinal cord or jugular vein

Warm fuzzy cloud of dreams then fall asleep

Is not my time a voice said?

Living with regret

That at 15 I committed arm robbery

In Sunset Park streets

Raul K. Rios

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